Home had a name

When the medication wears off,

and the mist before my thoughts comes undone,

clear eyes look at you and know

you're gone and it's killing me all through.

Were we ever real friends,

or how could've had this an end?

I adored you from the first moment on,

when you sat beside me as I read the yearbook.

And that's where it started,

we spent every free second at the lib.

That's where my heart felt

like home had a name

of three people and a place.

I remember when I last saw you,

you shined like stars all through the room.

And I've felt so in love

with the closest friends I ever had.

I know it wasn't always fine,

and it broke me when you left my life.

I can't even remember if we ever had a fight,

but I'm sure I didn't do everything right.

And that's when it ended,

you all moved away and never came back.

At every free second

I thought about us

still living here in the Wendland.

Was i ever good enough,

did I always think too much,

did I ruin it myself?

All I know is that you're gone,

and you don't even talk,

so I don't know what I did wrong.

Did you even know me then,

cause seven years you were gone,

and I might have changed too.

Did you even ask me then,

if it had a meaning

with a simple postcard?

And all I wanna say is

I still love you with all of my heart and soul.

I just wanna know what happened

that all we had turned to stone

and dust in the wind.

I still love you, cause you were my closest friends.

And I wish you only the best. And I wish I would be a part of that.

Ivan, Nick, Jin